FICTION
"The Ledge"
from One Story

"Everything, All At Once"
The Sun (excerpt)

Other pieces available in American Short Fiction and West Branch

DRAMATIC WRITING
Versus
Full-length (4W, 4M)
Excerpt, PDF

Timberland
Full-length (5M, 3W)
Excerpt, PDF

Curious Father
Full-length (7M, 1W)
Excerpt, PDF

Denali
Full-length (2M, 1W)
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What Gets Saved
Short-short (2M, 1W)

Night of the Cure
10-minute (3M)

NON-FICTION
Open Book
The Advocate
May 20th, 2008

In The Raw
Yoga Journal
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Lost in Paradise
POZ
7.04

Dispatch: Thailand
Departures
7.04

Melancholy Baby
New York Magazine
6.04

Downhill from Here
Ski
10.04

Welcome to Planet Pixar
Wired
6.04

Good Lovin'
The Advocate
2.17.04

Them Against The World, Part 2
NY Times Magazine
11.16.03

Are You There, God?
Slate.com
10.9.03

Homegrown Homeland Defense
NY Times Magazine
6.15.03

A Living Blob
NY Times Magazine
5.28.03

The Bittersweet Science
NY Times Magazine
3.16.03

Getting Hitched In Buenos Aires
The Advocate
2.4.2003

Still Dressed To Kill
10.29.2003

Not Fade Away
NY Times Magazine
12.10.02

The Double Life of Penelope Cruz
Elle
August 2002

The Wasteland
NY Times Magazine
6.15.02

Market Forces
L.A. Weekly
May 3-9, 2002

Erin Brockovich, The Brand
NY Times Magazine
4.28.02

Terribly Smart
NY Times Magazine
3.24.02

Our Siblings, Our Secrets
The Advocate
3.19.02

Old-Fashioned Long Songs
The Advocate
2.5.02

Human Portals
Brill's Content
May, 2001

The Rise of Teen Gurus
Brill's Content Magazine
August, 2000

The War On Stink
NY Times Magazine
10.15.00

Phone School!
Brill's Content Magazine
April 2000

Rufus on the Couch
Nerve Magazine,
August 2001

Prisoner of Love
Salon.com
2.27.00

Noborw, No Logo
Salon.com
2.15.00

Launching Fad
Village Voice
1.20.00

Unarmed and Under Fire
Salon
11.99

Marooned!
Village Voice
11.98

Chain Re:Action
Village Voice
10.98

Sweet Machine
Salon.com
5.98

Chain Re: Action
How a 'massive forwarding event' brought thousands to the streets
Village Voice
October 28 - November 3, 1998

Richard got the word on Friday from Ben up at Columbia--they'd only had one date, but Ben had e-mailed it to every gay man he knew in New York. Ben got it the day before, off a 495-person electronic mailing list run by Jesse through the Queer Student Coop. As for Jesse, he got it directly from Ana Marie, a writer from the Lower East Side who didn't know him. Ana Marie fired it off to all the queer groups she could think of. She got a copy because she'd been at the planning meeting early Thursday night, and Sara--media coordinator of the "political funeral" for Matthew Shepard, and the organizer who actually wrote the "Action Alert" e-mail in the first place--had forwarded it to her.

All of which comes close to explaining just how Richard Spedale, a 26-year-old actor, ended up lying down on the sidewalk near Madison Square Park on Monday, October 19, surrounded by at least eight cops, screaming in pain as they dragged him off into a waiting van. Ben Ryan, 20, was standing next to Spedale when he got arrested. "It was our second date," he says. Spedale spent the night in jail, along with 110 other marchers. Stunned, Ryan went home and immediately banged out a raging account of what had happened and e-mailed it to friends across the country. ("I thought things like this only existed in documentaries," he wrote.)

As it did for many of the 5000 who were there, the Net triggered Spedale's and Ryan's involvement in the march. Spedale, who now awaits a court date for resisting arrest and disorderly conduct, says e-mail is largely what got him there in the first place. "I'm not the type to go to the Gay and Lesbian Center to find out what's going on next," he says.

The giant wave of electronic mobilization and sympathy--stoked by Web sites and chain e-mail--radically reshaped the size and character of the march, say those who were there. One protester called it "a massive forwarding event." Notices from the ACT UP list-serv on down to performer Holly Hughes's personal list brewed up a diverse crowd. "I'm not a huge fan of technology," says poet Gerry Gomez Pearlberg, "but I looked at the size of the crowd and thought, This is an example of how the Net can affect democracy."

It was a question of speed. The e-mail Alerts that went out the week before exploded the profile of the funeral almost overnight--it grew invisibly, to proportions larger than anything the organizers had imagined. Even they were "amazed." "A lot of people, instead of picking up the phone, would put the Alert on their list [of friends] through e-mail," says Kathryn Welch, one of the few organizers who actually has a computer. "You can make 40 contacts in one minute." The vigil planners also benefited from heavy overlap--citywide wheat-pasting of posters got the word out, but heaps of redundant e-mails hammered it home. Ryan got the same Alert e-mail four times. And in the end, the march resembled the Net itself: immediate, chaotic, and moving wildly over a distributed network of fronts.

After the march, the Net became a conduit for group therapy. Because they had so little history together and barely a center, it was natural that the participants would hash out the center online, where a lack of center is the point.

It has also become, as usual, a conduit for serious disinformation. Since his first mail, Ryan has received many e-mails about Spedale's arrest, distorted from his own dispatch. "I was hearing about my own experience eighth hand," he says. In the original, Ryan described how Spedale resisted arrest by dropping to the ground. One of the later mails describes how "when one man [Spedale] exerted his First Amendment right to freedom of the press, he was tackled by the cops, with his head bashed into the pavement."

Ryan wrote in reply: "We need to be responsible that our accounts of these incidents are not blown out of proportion based on our own personal biases towards gays and lesbians and/or against the police... If we are accurate in our reporting of how the police acted out of hand, we will receive more respect."

The precedents for such online momentum are slim, but growing. In July of 1997, for example, some 6000 cyclists in the San Francisco activist group Critical Mass--organized almost entirely through e-mail--took over city streets during rush hour. There were over 100 arrests.

But many activists note that the electronic network is still a gated community. When you use e-mail to mobilize, says vigil organizer Suzy Lee Korn, "you're organizing a specific tax bracket." (She doesn't own a computer.) But that's changing--at least from the top down. Poor and minority communites by and large don't have access, but many of their leaders do, says Andres Duque, who works for Mano a Mano, a network of Latino activists. E-mail, he says, "is the greatest invention since water." The hosannas don't stop there. As Spedale said last week at a march postmortem at the Lure bar: "Thank god for the Internet."

RESOURCES:

New York Organizing Group http://home.dti.net/pursley/rage/

Wired Strategies http://www.wiredstrategies.com/shepardx.html