FICTION
"The Ledge"
from One Story

"Everything, All At Once"
The Sun (excerpt)

Other pieces available in American Short Fiction and West Branch

DRAMATIC WRITING
Versus
Full-length (4W, 4M)
Excerpt, PDF

Timberland
Full-length (5M, 3W)
Excerpt, PDF

Curious Father
Full-length (7M, 1W)
Excerpt, PDF

Denali
Full-length (2M, 1W)
Excerpt, PDF

What Gets Saved
Short-short (2M, 1W)

Night of the Cure
10-minute (3M)

NON-FICTION
Open Book
The Advocate
May 20th, 2008

In The Raw
Yoga Journal
6.05

Lost in Paradise
POZ
7.04

Dispatch: Thailand
Departures
7.04

Melancholy Baby
New York Magazine
6.04

Downhill from Here
Ski
10.04

Welcome to Planet Pixar
Wired
6.04

Good Lovin'
The Advocate
2.17.04

Them Against The World, Part 2
NY Times Magazine
11.16.03

Are You There, God?
Slate.com
10.9.03

Homegrown Homeland Defense
NY Times Magazine
6.15.03

A Living Blob
NY Times Magazine
5.28.03

The Bittersweet Science
NY Times Magazine
3.16.03

Getting Hitched In Buenos Aires
The Advocate
2.4.2003

Still Dressed To Kill
10.29.2003

Not Fade Away
NY Times Magazine
12.10.02

The Double Life of Penelope Cruz
Elle
August 2002

The Wasteland
NY Times Magazine
6.15.02

Market Forces
L.A. Weekly
May 3-9, 2002

Erin Brockovich, The Brand
NY Times Magazine
4.28.02

Terribly Smart
NY Times Magazine
3.24.02

Our Siblings, Our Secrets
The Advocate
3.19.02

Old-Fashioned Long Songs
The Advocate
2.5.02

Human Portals
Brill's Content
May, 2001

The Rise of Teen Gurus
Brill's Content Magazine
August, 2000

The War On Stink
NY Times Magazine
10.15.00

Phone School!
Brill's Content Magazine
April 2000

Rufus on the Couch
Nerve Magazine,
August 2001

Prisoner of Love
Salon.com
2.27.00

Noborw, No Logo
Salon.com
2.15.00

Launching Fad
Village Voice
1.20.00

Unarmed and Under Fire
Salon
11.99

Marooned!
Village Voice
11.98

Chain Re:Action
Village Voice
10.98

Sweet Machine
Salon.com
5.98

The Double Life of Penelope Cruz
The Spanish icon has a home in the Hollywood hills, a family in Madrid, and a sky's-the-limit career going on two continents. She talks about her film roles, friends, lovers, and what really matters -- and what doesn't. Austin Bunn listens.
Elle, August 2002

If you want to come to Penélope Cruz’s twenty-eighth birthday party at her house this weekend, you have to dress badly. Very badly. "Everyone has to be in ‘80s tacky style, like Dynasty or Dallas," she says, laughing. "I’m getting my inspiration from Helmut Newton… I’m going to wear a hat with lace over the front and some stupid dress."

Penélope, your dresses are never stupid. If it’s difficult to imagine this smart, sly beauty vamping it up in white leather and an upturned collar, well, Penélope doesn’t really care what you think. Since moving to the Hollywood Hills two years ago, the Madrid-native, a screen goddess in Spain and current squeeze of divorcée Tom Cruise, likes to goose her own glamour. She and close friend Salma Hayek once faked an eye-tic while shopping in Beverly Hills to spook the celebrity-gawkers. The two of them have even ventured out to dinner in the exactly the same outfit -- a strapless top, jeans, and a red pashmina "back when pashmina was hot," Hayek says. "People walk naked in Los Angeles and nobody cares. But two people dressed the same? They said, ‘Oh my God! Do you realize Penelope Cruz is right over there wearing the same thing?’" Cruz adds, "People were terrified of us!"

But make no mistake: Cruz’s flashback birthday celebration marks the end of a carefree interlude in the life of much sought-after Spanish import. For the past six months, she’s been on a professional hiatus. "I’d been working for five years straight," Cruz says over bottled water at a posh Hollywood hotel, "I just needed a break." She’s been taking dance classes (hip-hop) and singing lessons ("It’s a liberation, but you get dizzy after"), but now it’s back to work. She’s has just signed on to play a disturbed young woman in "Masked and Anonymous," an offbeat ensemble drama shooting this summer staring Mr. Tambourine Man, Bob Dylan, as a jailed troubador. Directed by Mad About You-creator Larry Charles, the film co-stars Jessica Lange and Luke Wilson.

Cruz, having long played romantic foil to leading men like Matt Damon (All The Pretty Horses), Nic Cage (Captain Corelli’s Mandolin) and Cruise (Vanilla Sky), will finally get a chance to play more than just sexy on screen. "Everybody is really weird -- my character talks to herself," Cruz says. "I’ve never seen anything like this movie, and I’ve never done anything like it." For the role, she’s ramping up into intensive, five-hour a day English lessons to – sadly -- drop her Castillian-inflected accent. "Your mouth just has to work in a totally different way," she says.

Cruz’s acting has often had to compete with her notoriety. One gossip column tagged Cruz a "homewrecker" for the resilient rumors linking her to Damon, who split from his then-girlfriend Winona Rider after the wrap of Horses, and Cage, who left his wife Patricia Arquette during the Mediterranean shoot of the World War II drama. Cruz vociferously denies the stories. "These tabloid writers need to stick to the truth, but they don’t," she says. Then last spring, Cruise divorced his wife of ten years, Nicole Kidman, while filming Vanilla Sky opposite Cruz. By July, Cruise and Cruz were dating publicly, whooping it up at his thirty-ninth birthday bash in a Santa Monica club. As for as the scuttlebutt that their relationship is on the skids, Cruz rolls her eyes. "The same place that has the story that we’ve broken up has the story that I’m pregnant and that I’m married," she says. "I’m happy in my relationship." She’s diplomatically coy about details, but the two recently charmed crowds in Washington D.C. for the opening of the IMAX film Space Station 3D at the Smithsonian which Cruise narrated.

But the gossip-mongers are only picking up on her undeniable magnetism and sex appeal. Even directors confess to being struck blind by her beauty. Stephen Frears (Hi-Lo Country) said, "I looked at her tape and there was Venus." Cameron Crowe (Vanilla Sky) gushed, "She has the ability to create fire with any object or moving thing." In Spain, where she has made over 20 films including foreign-film Oscar winners Belle Epoque and All About My Mother, Cruz a star of such magnitude that 100 photographers follow her around. It’s been that way since her breakout performance at 17 in the incendiary Jamon, Jamon from 1990.

She’s eschewed sexual roles since then, opting instead – predictably, some critics say -- toward the overly-sincere, good girl. But with No News From God, a Spanish film shot in 2000 and set for a fall release stateside, she finally gets to play a rebel. In it, Cruz plays a bad angel dueling with a good angel for the soul of a boxer. Heaven is Paris and hell is an American office building. She wanted to do the bad girl -- or at least semi-bad girl," says director Agustin Diaz Yanes. The media glare made production tricky. Yanes had to cover her with a jacket to dupe the paparazzi. "It’s almost impossible for her to come back to Spain," says Yanes. "She has to live a bit like a prisoner."

Cruz increasing appreciates being able to skirt the spotlight. "I need to feel like I’m the one observing instead of the one being observed," she tells me and hands me a documentary that she made to prove it. It follows the work of the Sabera Foundation, a two-year old nonprofit that has rescued 102 homeless girls off the streets of Calcutta, for which she is a spokesperson. "I’ve seen babies this big" she says, making a foot-wide space on the table, "thrown into the street. The amount of suffering they see in their lives is unbearable." She tells me that her work for the Madrid-based Sabera -- making fundraising phone calls every day, donating her celebrity halo -- is "becoming as important as my other job."

She returns to Spain every two months to help out, visit her family (whom she calls everyday), shoot films, and, of course, to shop. True to her roots, Cruz is a big fan of flamenco and seeks out vibrant, frilly southern-Spanish dresses by Iberrian designers Victoria and Luccino that capture it. It’s a love as much for the culture as the couture. "The people in the South work really hard," she says, "but they always have time to do a sobremesa -- a long dinner and long conversation, stories and singing."

Likewise, Cruz keeps her fashion statements simple. Cruz wears jeans "everyday" and can’t remember which designer made her black, impossibly sheer peasant top or what it’s made of. "I’m just not good at describing clothes," she says. "It’s all about what’s comfortable." On these pages, her favorite item is the silk, crepe frills of the classic, white Valentino dress. "I love it. It’s a little bit 50s or 60s, and you can wear it at night but it’s very comfy," she says. And it’s a look that allows her natural incandescence to shine through. Her friend and Spanish auteur Pedro Almodóvar said, "the best Penelope is the one with almost no makeup, in a little T-shirt and jeans – I’d love to see her playing a completely ordinary housewife." Jeans? Always. Ordinary? Never.