FICTION
"The Ledge"
from One Story

"Everything, All At Once"
The Sun (excerpt)

Other pieces available in American Short Fiction and West Branch

DRAMATIC WRITING
Versus
Full-length (4W, 4M)
Excerpt, PDF

Timberland
Full-length (5M, 3W)
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Curious Father
Full-length (7M, 1W)
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Denali
Full-length (2M, 1W)
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What Gets Saved
Short-short (2M, 1W)

Night of the Cure
10-minute (3M)

NON-FICTION
Open Book
The Advocate
May 20th, 2008

In The Raw
Yoga Journal
6.05

Lost in Paradise
POZ
7.04

Dispatch: Thailand
Departures
7.04

Melancholy Baby
New York Magazine
6.04

Downhill from Here
Ski
10.04

Welcome to Planet Pixar
Wired
6.04

Good Lovin'
The Advocate
2.17.04

Them Against The World, Part 2
NY Times Magazine
11.16.03

Are You There, God?
Slate.com
10.9.03

Homegrown Homeland Defense
NY Times Magazine
6.15.03

A Living Blob
NY Times Magazine
5.28.03

The Bittersweet Science
NY Times Magazine
3.16.03

Getting Hitched In Buenos Aires
The Advocate
2.4.2003

Still Dressed To Kill
10.29.2003

Not Fade Away
NY Times Magazine
12.10.02

The Double Life of Penelope Cruz
Elle
August 2002

The Wasteland
NY Times Magazine
6.15.02

Market Forces
L.A. Weekly
May 3-9, 2002

Erin Brockovich, The Brand
NY Times Magazine
4.28.02

Terribly Smart
NY Times Magazine
3.24.02

Our Siblings, Our Secrets
The Advocate
3.19.02

Old-Fashioned Long Songs
The Advocate
2.5.02

Human Portals
Brill's Content
May, 2001

The Rise of Teen Gurus
Brill's Content Magazine
August, 2000

The War On Stink
NY Times Magazine
10.15.00

Phone School!
Brill's Content Magazine
April 2000

Rufus on the Couch
Nerve Magazine,
August 2001

Prisoner of Love
Salon.com
2.27.00

Noborw, No Logo
Salon.com
2.15.00

Launching Fad
Village Voice
1.20.00

Unarmed and Under Fire
Salon
11.99

Marooned!
Village Voice
11.98

Chain Re:Action
Village Voice
10.98

Sweet Machine
Salon.com
5.98

Dispatch: Thailand
Seven years after the crash, Austin Bunn reports on the country's exhilirating, unsettling growth spurt.
Departures
7.04

On the second floor of Bangkokıs outrageously busy Pantip Plaza Mall—in a riot of videogame demos, ringing cellphones, and computer gear bong-ing to life—a Buddhist monk wants my advice about an iBook. "Is this a good buy?" he asks, dressed in an indelibly Thai orange robe and sandals. When I register surprise (were monks even allowed to shop?), his face beams with delight. Buddhism teaches that the source of human suffering is our attachment to the impermanent, like Windows 1998 or those laptops with a nipple in the keyboard. Though Panthip Plaza is giant altar to the transient, an Everest of soon-to-be next monthıs obsolescence, the problem isnıt buying, the monk explains to me. Itıs attaching to what you own. "The pain comes from wanting to have, wanting to be," he says, laying one hand on my arm and the other on his new, gleaming machine. But wonıt the computer bring infinite distractions from his meditation? He answers, "Don't worry—it won't have Internet."

Seven years ago, Thailand had the dubious distinction of serving as the pin that popped the Asian economic bubble. A roaring real-estate market in the 1990s transformed Bangkok, christening new malls like Pantip at a fevered clip. But developers overspent and the investment firms that supported them racked up staggering debt. In 1997, after forcibly closing 16 finance companies, Thai government became the first in the region to call in the International Monetary Fund for a bailout, a move that kicked the Thai baht and, soon enough, the rest of Asia's currencies into freefall. Afterwards, abandoned skyscrapers and block-long shopping districts littered Bangkok with the remains of this boom-era arrogance, eerie concrete shells lined with exposed rebar like raw nerve-endings. But Pantip, long surrounded by these husks, is now one just one of the anchors to the city's audacious "crucible of construction," a run of five-star hotels, condo complexes, 14-story shopping complexes, and a world-trade center in the Ploenchit and Ratchadamri Road area. This is just one of four gargantuan construction efforts underway (vacancies at all-time low), along with 50 upscale condominium projects in the city's core and a $1.5 billion dollar international airport.

The culture of the crash has come to an end and in its place Thailand has found a way to square its boundless energy and its undeniable poise. A decade ago, tourists came for an almost Disneyland-in-Asia experience, a taste of the bubble; now resorts are targeting sophisticated visitors who want to see beyond flashy exoticism to the traditional (and everyday) elegance. Conservative Prime Minister Thaksin Shinowatra, a former cop turned telecom tycoon, has cracked down on drug dealers and Bangkok's roiling night-life. He's also helped usher the country to the highest-growth rates of South East Asia— 6.7% in 2003 (the highest since pre-crash) and re-ignited the stock market. Tourism to Northern Thailand, considered the "Napa Valley" of the country and spotted with temples, intellectual history, and bucolic vistas, is climbing. The only potential brake to this upswing is the fear of terrorism, as Muslim extremists have made violent incursions in the remote, southern leg of the country.

But in Bangkok, the lived experience of this economic resurgence is the sense that it is transforming itself beneath your feet. The week I arrived, a luxury, outdoor restaurant named Sirocco opened on the vertiginous roof of a skyscraper left unoccupied since the crash. "It's been six or seven years since there's been anything in the building," says Deepak Ohri, the general manager of the restaurant. "Now we've got a Mediterranean restaurant, a whiskey bar, a champagne bar and oyster bar all on the 63rd floor and we're doing twice the business we thought." At that height, the city goes quiet below and lays out like one more delicacy on the tables, next to the steaming Phuket lobster and tuna roulade. Sirocco booked solid for weeks so Sky Bar, a glass outcropping perched at the very edge of the roof, served as the ideal observation deck. They say the sublime is the beautiful plus fear. No doubt, the strongest dish on the menu at Sirocco is delirious, intoxicating vertigo. But this place seemed to me the pinnacle of Thailand's new soaring ambition: to overcome the failures of the past by embracing transience with possibility—single malt and lamb served al fresco in the sky.

Historically, Thailand is the only country of its neighbors to never have been colonized, largely because its rulers skillfully negotiated treaties with both England and France and willfully westernized the country. Thailand's beloved kings learned English and how to drive on the wrong side of the road. They embraced foreign investment and experimentation. All along, Thailand has marketed its traditions well, almost too well. "Westerners come here looking for massage spas, smiling girls in silk wraps, and all the swoopy roofs on the houses," Bangkok-based architect Scott Edwards told me. "And for the most part, Thailand has built up a ŒThailand' which is precisely what the tourists came to see." But if Thailand exoticizes itself for tourism—by far the country's largest industry—the country keeps the caricatures in check. "Last year, the police found a guy selling a DVD of one of the versions of The King and I and they threw him in jail," my friend and Bangkok-resident Willi Pascual told me. Thais deeply respect the monarchy, and the various film adaptations of Anna Leonowen's memoir as a British governess at the Siamese Court teaching English, encountering the romance of the harem, have been officially banned in Thailand since the Yul Brenner version in 1956. "It's considered insulting. And that was the Jodi Foster one!"

The 32-year old Edwards, then, is something of a provocateur in Bangkok, responsible for one of the city's youngest, hottest, and least traditionally "Thai" night spots, the one-and-a-half year old Bed Supper Club. Bed is a hovering fuselage far from the hotels and tourist zone. Diners and cocktail-drinkers (typically, Bangkok's young entrepreneurs and high-end travelers) lie on immaculate white beds while they survey the Barbarella-like interior. It's a spectacular, Eero Saarinen-inflected environment that would be "impossible to build in North America," says Francis, because of all the regulations stateside. Like the lack of a fire exit and ventilation – this is, after all, a sealed tube of cool. Bangkok permits and zoning laws are largely negotiable, and with so much development, little gets overseen. It's the same with Sirocco, whose low, translucent railing is the only thing between you and a 63 floor drop. "We wanted to say to people that Bangkok architecture doesn't have to be all self-referential," explained Edwards. "We wanted to prove you didn't need the swoopy roof."

Paradise, Inc.

The most obvious effects of the strong economy can be found along Thailand's pristine but vulnerable coastlines, where dirt-road fishing communities are making the leap to resort destinations within months. Loosed from the clamour of street-level Bangkok, I angled to go south to scuba dive in one of Thailand's least transient, totally undeveloped, sea-level institutions: the national parks, specifically the stunning Similan Island chain 30 miles off Thailand's west coast in the Andaman Sea. Inaccessible during the wet season—when the waters are too rough to approach—the Similans are ranked one of the top scuba-diving and snorkeling destinations in the world and offer a sanctuary from the stormy chop of citylife.

The Similan Marine Park is the definition of sustainable growth—there is none. Of the nine spectacular, verdant islands, only one, Koh Miang, has a ranger station, a restaurant, and about 20 simply appointed cabins with jaw-dropping views. A progressive leader for South East Asia, the Royal Forestry Department (Thailand's environmental office) has already closed all but two of the islands to the public and has banned commercial fishing from the coral reefs that ring them. Thailand's impressive conservation system outranks the U.S., with national parks comprising 13 percent of the country (compared to our 10.5 or Japan's 6.5). The Similans, where the King's youngest daughter keeps a "Royal Stay", are the crown jewel.

But you have to get there first. Which means traveling through some of Thailand's most unsettling, rampant development. The fishing towns along the sea coast are now rushing over each other, Bangkok-style, to become world-class destinations on par with Phuket, Thailand's resort-island to the south. Walking along the idyllic beach, every hotel I passed from Bang Niang to Khao Lak, the juncture point for speed-boats to the Similans, was in the midst of construction. "The bungalows here are five years old, the restaurant is three, the hotel is one, and your roomŠ," said the receptionist at my hotel, "was finished last month."

The only way to the Similans is a two hour trip by speedboat or a full afternoon sail from Phuket, to the South. While the boats leave often, finding one that will take you precisely where you want to dive (among the twenty potential spots) is another matter. I had my mind set on East of Eden, a protective cove with shatteringly good views, and that required a two-day wait. Finally, the Similans came into view over the side of the speedboat, a line of ghostly hillocks arching above the powder-blue horizon. The islands were scattered with dive-boats along their rough, granite coasts. The western side of the Similans, facing the sea, offers plunging, underwater drop-offs for diving. The protected eastern edges are home to acres of bommie—coral heads with clown fish hiding in the luminescent fingers (think Marlin in Finding Nemo), bannerfish that look like zebra-skin purses, and innumerable, restless sea life. The Great Barrier reef in Australia might offer for acreage, but the Similans cannot be beat for the peaceful, natural isolation. What I never counted on was myself. Afloat in a rented scuba suit, I dove nine feet down and hovered, failing to equalize the pressure in my ears.  Could there be anything more transient—or more poorly timed—than a cold? The pressure felt like a rail spike heading for the back of my eyes. I tried a few times and succeeded only in giving myself a ferocious nose-bleed in my face mask.

Before I surfaced, I took another look down. Visibility through the water was 90 feet, the physical limit, and the sea floor looked unreal, another Bangkok bustling under the tide. I kept thinking detach, detach, detach, that "the path of suffering is wanting to scuba" but nothing could cut my disappointment. Kit, the lithe Thai divemaster on my scuba expedition boat, lifted me up on deck and grinned as I wrestled out of the suit. "Mai pen rai," he said. "In Thai, that means ŒWhat can you do?' You want to be in Thailand, you must learn this." Then he added, "Also, you have blood in your eyebrow."

Days later, my back seared to lobster from snorkeling, I made my way further south, to Krabi, right on the edge of expanding Thailand's electricity grid and home to one of the country's most famous temples, Wat Tham Seua (Tiger Cave). Here, tourists looking to sample the Sangha (monkhood) get one of the best, unfettered views of the simple life, where Thai monks live in immaculate, one cabins nestled against the karst, bathe in stone troughs (that's off the tour), and meditate. For generations, monks and the visitors tagging along have climbed the 1272 steps—300 short of the Empire State Building—to the shrine at the top the lime-stone karst, the backdrop for the temple. "Tomorrow, when the King Rama IX comes here," my cab driver told me, "he lands on the top with a helicopter." The queen had already arrived and spent her day consulting, at ground level, with the head monk. Akin to the Queen of England having tea, with the Archbishop of Cantebury the Royal visit had flooded the normally quiet temple with gawkers.

I escaped the fray by hovering near the Buddha, which at this point, no one seemed to notice. A single monk, clearly European, swept the marble floor. Thai wats, according to tradition, accept all who show up at their door. This new acolyte pointed to a handwritten sign that he'd taped to the rock face. "99% of life is suffering, 1% of life is living," it read. He was proud of his Buddhism.

"Which part are we in right now?" I asked him.

"You guess," he said.

That night, on a star-lit beach off the electricity grid, I would have put money down on the 1%. I sat on a mat rolled out on the sand surrounded by giant karsts, watched a fire show (juggling plus flame) and ate a simple, delicious Thai meal in a peacefulness I hadn't found anywhere else in Thailand. Ton Sai Beach, accessible only at low-tide or by longtail boat, was a necklace of restaurants and bars, all running off generators. It wasn't in the guidebooks and it wasn't easy to find—you had to know what to look for. Compared to Krabi, Ton Sai was the edge of the planet.

When I ran into the owner of the restaurant, a thirty-something Thai man with improbable dredlocks, I thanked him for the meal. He'd opened one restaurant 10 years ago on a popular nearby beach, but the tourist crush got to him and he opened this place as a kind of secret. But Thailand's power-grid was finally extending to Ton Sai, he said. With electricity would come everything else that is his country's future: speculators, investors, hotels, and tourists. "I don't own this land, I'm just renting," he said. "It's the same with everything in Thailand. Enjoy it while it lasts."